I found my big change

I haven't updated this in far too long. A lot of good has been going on with me lately, along with a little bit of the not so good.

I spent a few days last week in the hospital. I got exhausted shopping and ended up being admitted to Olathe Med. yay. I got out Saturday YAY! =) When I got out, I basically discharged myself. Not samrt, I know. But I can't do hospitals for very long at a time. I get figidty and miserable. Upon leaving, I was discussing my future travel plans with my doctor. He asked if I had a deathwish. That hit me kinda hard. Not as hard as Zack though. He was super brutal to me. I will only go to California if Zack goes too. He said he wouldn't go unless I got permission to travel again.

That means going to back to treatments and taking all my meds again. Which kinda sucks. I will be sullen about it for a while, I'm sure. I will probably get moody and cranky too. But it will all be for my own good. This also means I must go back on the special diet of eating only boring food that tastes like crap. woohoo. =-/ That will be the worst by far for me. I enjoy making and eating especially tasty food! now I will just enjoy making and smelling it. *wrinkles nose*

I'm making new friends too, that's always exciting. And I'm getting to know others a lot better. Sometimes I walk around with blinders on and I only notice what I want to notice and not the gifts of friendship that are RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. yeah.

Oh, I got a car!!! =) she's pretty..... I named her Adelaide (yes, after that Anberlin song... somehow "ransom" didn't seem appropriate for a 2 door light blue chick car...but I considered it!) I love driving it. I'm not sure how much longer that will last though. But I will make it count!

Halo rules. enough said.